TIRED, SORE, BURSTING FOR A PEE, MOODY, THROWING UP AND HUNGRY. AND HUNGRY. AND HUNGRY.
Things are changing fast and it's scary. I've always had a high metabolism and never really lost a ton of weight, or put on a ton of weight. I've been lucky that way, I've just kind of stayed the same.
(And I really mean stayed the same, I've been waiting for puberty to hit my chest since 2006). Recently Nathan and I went to the pool and I decided to find a new swimsuit. I've never had one that I've just LOVED, so I was determined to find the one. Which made me feel good and bad, but mostly bad. So there we were in forever 21, looking at the freaking tiny selection of swimwear, might I add, yes I'm shocked too. Picked a few out ones and went to the changing rooms.
(And I really mean stayed the same, I've been waiting for puberty to hit my chest since 2006). Recently Nathan and I went to the pool and I decided to find a new swimsuit. I've never had one that I've just LOVED, so I was determined to find the one. Which made me feel good and bad, but mostly bad. So there we were in forever 21, looking at the freaking tiny selection of swimwear, might I add, yes I'm shocked too. Picked a few out ones and went to the changing rooms.
And boom, there it was - the puberty finally hit my chest, YESSSS (well, not really puberty, but it may as well of been). Suddenly I looked like I actually was a lady in this swimsuit... on the chest upwards. But then I looked down and I lost that smile on my face. Recently the bump has made an appearance and I'm filling out everywhere, yes that makes me happy, but when you lose your waist and toned stomach you've been working so hard to get... It kinda hits ya right in the feelz y'know, and lemme tell you, it hurts bad. Nathan of course noticed the obvious change and lit up like the flippin eiffel tower when I opened the changing room door and showed him. Me on the other hand...
B R E A K D O W N
L I F E O V E R
G O O D B Y E
I knew of course my body was going to change, and I cannot wait to have a huge bump. But this is just an awkward stage where you look like you've just ate 5 in-n-out double doubles (which I would kill for right now). BUT COME ON THIS FAST? JUST WHEN IT GETS TO SUMMER TIME?
LET'S TALK CRAVINGS
Speaking of in-n-out, I don't really crave burgers and stuff anymore. It's more pizza and pastas, like mac n cheese. I never have any cravings in the morning until I've thrown up, because everything I eat in the morning is a waste of food if I throw up... Poor Skye doesn't know what to do. I spend a lot of time on Jamie Oliver and Gennaro's youtube channel watching how to make good authentic italian food. Someone send Corrieri's over here. I had a huge craving to go to my granny moonie's for dinner and have chicken kiev. So we went on the hunt for it. NOWHERE HAD IT, 99% of where we went hadn't even heard of it!!!!!!! Absolute nae need for that kind of chat. So we got home, I was raging, I stormed out to the mountains, seen a huge wild animal, it looked at me like it was going to eat me, then I ran all the way home. And I still have nightmares about it.
I'm just gonna put this out there:
IT'S ALMOST BEEN A YEAR SINCE I HAD NANDOS
Anyway...
How far along? 11 weeks.
How big is the baby? size of a lime.
Total weight gain/loss? I haven't checked yet... I'll probs just wait until my next check up.
Maternity clothes? none yet, I just lounge in flowy dresses all day since it's like 30+ degrees all day errryday now.
Sleep? Been sleeping a lot better recently, it's just getting super warm so I wake up dying of heat all the time now.
Best moment this week? starting to set the baby's room up.
Symptoms? nausea when I'm tired, throwing up and TIREDNESS.
Food cravings? pizza and pasta.
Food aversions? when I'm hungry - NOTHING sounds good.
What I'm looking forward to? seeing our little one next week in the ultrasound!
Bump? yup, it's definitely there!
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